peridoe

how lucky of me to be infected with the cold by my good seatmate jeck. yipee.

i spent the whole day watching coffee prince, sleeping, uploading (super duper late)pictures and drowning myself with salabat. i feel terrible... i don't want to memorize article 6 and i don't want to do my poster... crap. my entry is starting to become a rant entry again...

i had a talk with an acquaintance... he's a foreigner and somehow our conversation turned somewhat serious. he told me that our environment, our country is "free" or liberal (our topic was homosexuality) i couldn't really understand what exactly he was trying to say because he had a different accent and he seems to be struggling to search for the right words since he wasn't that good in english but i think i understood him... when he was done speaking, i just smiled and nodded at him... but in truth, i wanted to tell him that it was just a facade. that our country is not that liberal as he thinks it is because we are still bound by the old traditions and prejudices in our society. just because we have a corrupt, plastic, power-hungry female president doesn't mean filipinas are not discriminated in the work place, battered by their husbands, and toyed by men... just because many gay people are coming out of their closets doesn't mean they're not harassed by their egoistic father and uncles... i didn't tell him that not because i wanted him to think highly of the Philippines, but because there was a part of me who wanted to believe. but i guess i wasn't just fooling him, i was fooling myself... and this really feels stupid.

me: um excuse me. saan po ung canary suite? (smiles)
receptionist: derecho lang tapos kaliwa (smiles)
me: (walks straight) oh my god. eto ba? formal? naka-jeans lang ako. o no.. (turns left) um... ok... cr... asan na ko? balik. (turns back, walks a liite further, turns left, looks up) ok. i'm here. canary suite (peeks inside) um... no one's here except for old looking people (smiles. returns to the lobby)

yan ang nangyari sa akin kanina only to learn na un din pla nangyari sa lahat haha! ang saya :) kami lang ung maingay :) tapos starbucks :) tingin lahat ng tao pagpasok nmin. head-turner? asa. hindi. maingay lng kasi kami haha :) mga tipong, "ok. wala nang upuan. form a circle! upo! haha!" sino ba nmn ang hindi mapapalingon diba? parang mga batang hindi alam kung saan pupunta! fieldtrip? haha :) tapos kwentuhan. i oh so love them. i really do. peksman! :)

is love :D

it makes me feel alive.

...blue as the sky somber and lonely...

...sapphire in faded jeans i hope you get your dreams...

... dark night hold tight and sleep tight my baby morning light shall burst bright and keep us here safely...

...all the things you ask you will know someday but you have got to live in patient way god put us here by fate and by fate that means better days she said, child we are all moons in the dark of night ain't no mornings gonna come till the time is right ain't get no better days lest you make through the night...

...the sun sets and a new new day comes repeating is one change don't avert eyes from differences you nerve and soul to the limit go forward now!... you must fight against yourself...

 

 

You Should Be A Virgo

What's good about you: you have a quiet determination and aren't swayed by emotions What's bad about you: you are an insane perfectionist and easily find faults in others In love: you are obsessed with making your partner happy In friendship, you're: helpful and giving - eager to be a true friend Your ideal job: poet, flight attendant, or natural healer Your sense of fashion: casual, upscale, revealing, conservative - you look good in all of it You like to pig out on: a well prepared five course meal

eh virgo nmn tlga ako eh :p

taka: holds the eye liner
taka: pano ba 'to?
marion: lagay mo daw sa ilalim ng eye bags mo

*lol*

last sunday was the celebration of melissa's debut. but before that pumunta muna kami sa sm north at pagkatapos ay dumirecho kila cheska at nag ayos.. i really miss iv3...

melissa owned the night. she was dazzling. she's an adult now and i hope all her wishes would come to life :) i love you melissa!! :-*

pe for this term : dance

what's up fot that?! nyahahahaha! :p naalala ko ung teacher natin nung 4th year  HS (don't want to name names :) ) dun sa teacher ko ngaun na bading... ung mga warm-up nya kasi kapareho nung sakanya... aerobics na ewan. haha! puro terror teachers ang napunta sa akin this term... well, 2. pero dun pa sa mahihirap na subjects. hindi nmn ako makapag-adjust kasi wala nang mga open pa na slots sa ibang class... talk about misfortune (sarcastic tone)...

speaking of misfortune, every MWHF, may 3 hr breaks ako... ok soooo.... that's 4 out of 5 days in a school week... geez.....

on the brighter side... wala... wala akong maisip... haha! kailangan nang mag-aral! ciao! :p

When I was a child the story would say
Somebody will sweep you off your feet some day
That’s what I hoped would happen with you
More than you could know
I wanted to tell you that my heart’s in your hands
I’d pray for the day that I would get the chance
Just when I worked up the courage to try
Much to my surprise
You had somebody else
Cause this feelings i keep to my self…


(chorus)
I may never get to hold you so tight
I may never get to kiss you goodnight
I may never get to look deep in your eyes
And so it seems
I always will be wishing you were mine
I’ll think about what could be all the time
All the happiness that I could find
Baby, a girl can dream


From the moment I wake up till I fall asleep
I imagine you’re not with her but with me
Talking and laughing sharing our dreams
But it’s just a fantasy
Cause you have somebody else
These feelings i keep to myself….


(chorus)
…A girl can dream it’s true
And to call you my own……..
It’s the sweetest dream I know…..
(repeat chorus)

this is it... its official... i failed accounting... i don't even know if i got the 1.0... sabaw... sabaw na sabaw... bukas algebra nmn... walangya.... wala na akong magiging bakasyon... malamang mag-reretake ako ng mga subjects...